I didn’t know you could drown in memories. I didn’t know they could push down on your chest and confuse you. People say this kind of thing happens fast or slows everything down; that might be true to them but it wasn’t true for me. It just made me feel hungover. Four states to the west and one to the north is nothing but steps now. My jaw shook and my eyes jumped forward wedging my eyelids open. Why was she here?