He wore all black some people hated him for it, others loved him for it. His mother hated herself for it. She thought it was just a phase a lie she told her self for almost six years. She degraded everything he did to an act of attention seeking. Even the calls for help. They couldn’t have a talk without a yell. Part of her hated him for making her look bad. Why couldn’t he just be normal. That’s all she wanted from him. He just had to be different to be different. He ruined her life. Everyone thought she was a bad parent for the way he turned out. Now what would they think? Selfish bastard. Just like his father. Why did god do this to her? What did she need to learn? Did she do something wrong? Why couldn’t he just leave and run away? He had to make her look bad. He had to shoot himself in her bedroom.